My table at the office.
When you are very drawn into the work you are doing, sometimes you just do not have the time to site back and think. I have got big plans for my little business and admittedly I have been drawn into it. I think I am also deeply conflicted inside because on the one hand, I know I am nothing and that my so called business, in fact is also pretty tiny in size and could just die in any moment for e.g. slow down demand, lack of interest from the market etc. There doesn’t even have to be an “event” that causes it because the business is indeed just small and fragile like that. At the same time, I think and am aware of the fact that I have admittedly unrealistic goals and expectations that I want Re Pillow Co. to achieve, goals that I believe would be good to the market and the world as a whole. And I know they are little bit unrealistic.
I think if I know ahead of time what starting a business actually means back in the days, as any sensible and right-minded human being, I would not jump into it. The shame, the embarrassment, the fear of not knowing how things would go, the sheer belief you have to have unrealistically on yourself and your business… it is just too hard and too much for one to suffer. But I am still happy to be working in this every day.
Please forgive me if the whole blog today doesn’t make any sense. Please visit my older ones… they are better. I haven’t typed a blog in a long long time…
Have a great day.